Bad Feelings

You know that feeling you get in the pit of your stomach when you know something is wrong? I got that feeling. I know I've been lied to by someone very close to me. Like I mean i *know*... on some old saw it with my own eyes shit. I can take a lot of things but being lied to isn't one of them. I don't really trust people, you know. So when I find out that the little bit of trust that i've given has been betrayed, it hurts. A lot. Part of me wants to do the confrontation thing and let him hang himself with his own words. The other part of me wants to try to talk him into telling me the truth so that I can forgive.

I just wanna be able to trust.